Wow I've been gone for so long... I guess I'll give a little update.
School / Family I'm still in school * yeah me* My program start this summer and Math is kicking my a$$. But I'm determine to not let it stop me from passing. My father is under Hospice Care. He's now at home which is where he wanted to be. So things is going as best as expected. I decided that it would be of best interest to support financial ( since my mom is no longer working , bills still have to be paid and my dad retirement only take care of certain things and support physically on a limited basis which basically work around my school schedule. So I'll be returning home on my school breaks to relieve my mom. Although, she does have help Thur Hospice care but it's only so much she'll let them do. She not comfortable having a volunteer come sit with him for a couple of hours so she can run errands sigh.. she won't let them put him in the respite house so she can get a week rest even thou she can come and be there the whole week in the same room..
Friendship:One of my girl friend and I had a disagreement and after getting off the net with her I came across this quote ~ Think about any attachments that are depleting your emotional reserves. Consider letting them go. ~ Oprah Winfrey guess what she fit this. So I decided that instead of letting her go , MY first step is to put her ass in time out and I'll talk with her when I feel like it and right now it's seem like June will be a good option..but after that she will be on the letting go list. I've decided that I'm not letting any negativity be in my life, stress I can't control and anyone who is not growing..she is one of them..Have you ever had a friend that constant complain about the same thing and is not making any progress and has been doing going Thur this since you met her...but when you try to give her advice she say but you don't understand and never will understand because you never have to deal with or go Thur the issue I 'm going Thur...WTF .. Yeah I never been thru what you're going thru bc i choose not to but don't think that my life is perfect. Don't think I haven't been thru anything..People irk the shit out of me when they say that. She is depleting my emotional reserves and I serious can't take it anymore.
Body/ Mind:I'm still working on getting healthier and down to 140.. Although people tell me I look skinny. Which I don't see nor feel. But so far everything is going great in my life. I'm focus on me and am not letting anything stand in my way. My new motto is don't stress , let it go and keep it moving!
Hope everyone is still focus on their plan. Not sure how often I will update in this blog but do know I think about you guys alot. Here's to contiune success in life, health and finances..
Later!!
