R.I.P. Dad

Words can not express the feeling that I'm going thru at this time. As much as I thought, I was mentally prepared my heart feels like it have been rip out of my chest. To be on the phone hearing my mom screaming to the top of her lungs knowing I couldn't be there to comfort her is just too devastating. Oh My God, I have to be strong but how can you; when you seeing and feeling all of this pain. My oldest the first born, their first grandson took it so hard. To see your oldest male child just break down to his knees, clutching his stomach, weeping out loud, balling up in a fetal position just broke my heart!

My father

Lord contiune to look after my mom as my father goes thru his journey. Make her stronger, comfort her, and let her know it's going to be alright. I know our heart is weeping for what we are about to loose bu,t I know his soul is rejoicing for what he is finding. That is to be release fro his broken shell and to enter into your kingdom.

My father was takening to the hospital tonight. His breathing has become rapidly and they couldn't find a pulse. I was schedule to go home on the 19th-24 but I think my trip will have to be earlier. My mom is going to keep me posted. My brother sighs...says he doubt if dad will even make it to june. I just hope my mom can let go and be alright with the decision to et go because he is soo tired and i'm tried of seeing him suffer. As much as I think i've accepted this and trying to be strong It does hurt but it hurt even more to see him go thru what he is going thru...

Neo! Ishow you mines if you show me yours..lol

I show you mines now let me see yours Neo!!! Look how skinny my legs and ankle are and I stay in heals of course am only 5'4.5..My mom have issue with her legs and refused to wear skirts or dresses due to her saying that they are skinny. I told her you have two perfect legs that work and there are a lot of people who don't have any and would love to have your legs..So am saying the same to you Neo!! Don't be ashamed of your legs, girl flaunt them and get to steeping like the Diva you are..

I'm killing myself trying to do claves raises to get thick calves and here you have them over there..