Monday, November 29, 2010

Fasting Day 1

Today is my first day of fasting for a week. I actually woke up feeling great and well rested. i said my prayer at 12:01 a.m. last night and also this morning and read a scripture from the bible. My bff and I decided to do a fast together. She is going Thur things with career and marriage. I on the other hand need and wants to do it because I need guidance in my life, with direction, feeling, staying focus, career, completing goals and become the person God plan for me to be. Although, I need to include my marriage into the fasting but I won't. Because at this point in my life I'm not sure if I want to even be married anymore(so I need to be sure before I ask for anything dealing with my marriage).. I do know I've reach the point where I'm Thur trying and whatever happen, happens. So instead I just ask the lord to give me more and more strength everyday, to be able to listen, be obedience and guide me in the direction he wants me to go.

As for health. I've decided to restart P90X and stick to it. So we will see how this go. I had the weirdest dream last night. I dreamt that my body was pick and I had red eyes. I had a big bald spot on the right side of my head and you can see the scalp. Each time I comb my hair it would fall out. I wonder what that's about. Maybe it's the devil trying to scare me because he knows I'm fasting and wants to sabotage me.

Here's to cleansing of my body and soul. Getting rid of the toxin and on to a new spirit and outlook on life.
Forever growing,
Reflection Journey

Monday, November 1, 2010

Nov 1

Wow this year has really gone by quickly. Where has time gone? Here to a new month and new changes. Enjoy and have fun.